Arandomelle

Well, haven't been on Deviantart for a while, and immediately got harrassed to 'upgrade' my profile. Which I did. And it looks the same. So that was a good use of time. My long absence can be attributed to many things. The first being my fiance leaving me, and then a string of failed and mentally abusive relationships, leading to a very sharp lack of inspiration and drive to actually do anything creative! Then I finally found a wonderful guy, who supports me in everything, but all the cr*p had taken hold by that point and I was diagnosed with depression, had to leave my job, move back in with parents etc etc. Good news now is, it's a year on

Been pretty low again recently. Lots of hospital trips and been signed off work a lot. It's a given now really that I'll lose my job, but I'm trying not to worry about it too much, as stress seems to make me worse lol! One greatthing though is that my boyfriend who I've been with since Novembe 1st is a photographer as well (annoyingly a better one than me), but together we've had some pretty good ideas for some shots. Hopefully the fruits of those labours will one day appear on here, kind of involves me and Greg both in front of and behind the camera. I'll put his images up on here also, seeing as I am apparently now a faction of his busines

So, it's been a while, a lot has happened, not a lot productive though. No inspiration has arrived in any shape or form, as usual. So meh ... x x x