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Well, haven't been on Deviantart for a while, and immediately got harrassed to 'upgrade' my profile. Which I did. And it looks the same. So that was a good use of time.

My long absence can be attributed to many things. The first being my fiance leaving me, and then a string of failed and mentally abusive relationships, leading to a very sharp lack of inspiration and drive to actually do anything creative! Then I finally found a wonderful guy, who supports me in everything, but all the cr*p had taken hold by that point and I was diagnosed with depression, had to leave my job, move back in with parents etc etc. Good news now is, it's a year on since that diagnosis, and I'm off my meds, out of counselling, in a new job (which I love) and doing much better. I'm now a firm believer in admitting you need help, and then asking for it (I should've done it years ago, then I probably never would have ended up in that state in the first place!).

So, why am I awake at 12.24am? Last night I had a horrible nightmare that even after I woke up and then went back to sleep, I was still stuck in. It makes me slightly wary about going to sleep again tonight .... But I have got a late shift tomorrow, and a trip to the gym in the morning, so it would probably be a good idea to try and sleep.

Gaaaaar! What to do?!?!?!?


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Favourite photographer: Ansel Adams. Uta Barth.
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Nice work here Jen!
Will have to do some things for each other sometime!
Arandomelle Oct 26, 2012  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks! Definitely should work together!
Martian-Headquarters Apr 26, 2011  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks for the fav hun.
Ladyofspira Mar 7, 2007  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks a lot for the :+fav:
dunklerJazz Mar 6, 2006   Photographer
thank you for the favorites
ROTTEN-88 Jan 30, 2006   General Artist
nice gallery
Katerina423 Jan 6, 2006  Hobbyist General Artist
:lol: holy shit! That's so the wrong link. I meant to thank you for the fave on Contemplating Revolution. I shouldn't touch the comp in the morning. sorry! :D
Katerina423 Jan 6, 2006  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks so much for the :+fav: on Echoes. I really appreciate it. :)
dunklerJazz Dec 15, 2005   Photographer
thank you for the favorite
dunklerJazz Nov 30, 2005   Photographer
thanks for the favorite
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